This place is weird. It breathes and thinks and reaches out to you. However sometimes you have no clue why you are within these four walls and if it was worth all this effort. I never know if I'm doing enough, am I?
Oh and I want things to happen and I want them to happen right now. I want to fall in love and I want to feel like I'm accomplishing something. I want to feel like I don't need to be nervous anymore. Am I doing this right?
I get sick of people but I seek them out because being alone is like holding your breath and not letting go.