Life Lessons

Life Lessons that only physics could truly teach you

1. The fatter you are the more attractive you are.
2. Everyone is a rough object.
3. Trains are hard to stop.
4. Electrons don't like to be watched.
5. Diamonds only pretty if they are cut right.
6. Santa Claus lives at the South Pole.

Oh wow

Oh wow just do it!!!

And fucking soon please!!!!

Beacuse you are the reason for my procratination!!!

Plus surfing the web waiting for you to join the ride is so much better then social homework...

Cold Feet

There is always that chance that this will happen; that suddenly he seems so much more important that he ever was before. When you see him you get butterflies, you embarrass yourself by trying not to embarrass yourself, and hope with every fiber of your body that he has the same stupid feeling in the pit of his stomach.

This is the hardest part that feeling. It's like cold feet. They just creep up on you and you can't find anyway to get rid of them until someone comes and gets close again. Then they fade to warmth.

Its that feeling that he truly only thinks of you as nothing more.

More, always wanting more.

All I can hope is that he has cold feet too, that he is just as nervous and cautious as I am, that he is just as scared to mess this up he doesn't want to try to warm up.

He may still be in the land of the broken hearted. For he had his heart ripped out by a girl and its always hard to trust the next one that comes along as much as she is not like the first.

Hoping and waiting with cold feet isn't the most comfortable position.

Damn hope again.

Hope is the true killer right now. I really thought this might work out for me. I truly did. Only one problem Sluts United of the World inc. planned their next attack on the urges of boys whom boobs is their second favorite word. You know what that means I'm going to get picked over the girl that not only kisses on the first date...

Worst part is this girl (we will call her jk for her consideration) has

A. seduced,

B. teased and then

C. threw away

at least three very nice guys I know none of whom deserved it in anyway. And now she is going to try with MG, whom has been my new hope for these past few days with the exchange of text messages and a few dances here and there.

Now what can I do? He has a planned date (while almost date) with her tomorrow at the same party that moi et mes amies are going to. Should I prewarn him about the statistics on the back of this skank veterans playing card? Or just let it be? I don't want to do something and have him think me jealous and petty or not do something and see him get hurt. So what to do, what to do? I know its none of my business but I want to do something. There is also one more problem. Jk is not just a skank she is actually a nice person but I know she is not like that with guys. What she does with them is terrible but if you ever talk to her she is not that bad of a person at all.

GAH HHHHHh

Let's just be idealistic and say that MG will realise the error of his ways, See me and fall in love and then tell jk he just wants to be friends and then the world would be a great and wonderful place.

Day dream begin now.....

The time spent waiting.

wishing wondering and hoping always come from waiting.

to wait is the act of attempting to not be impatient. From that letter that's suppose to be coming in the mail to that text message from the one you wish was yours to getting an H1N1 shot. You wish they could all be a little bit faster to stop the constant imaginings of your over productive brain.

For me I usually can handle waiting. Except when it seems to come to people.

I hate waiting that involves wating for knowledge. Just simply not knowing if tomorrow we'll be together or if you truly are just going to keep playing this hokey pokey dance with me never knowing if your in or out. All I want is to know; just a simple yes or no. Why must it always be so hard?

I'll just wait and keep on playing this game and when I know it truly is something I won't know what it means to wait anymore.

Sentimentality

I think the lasts and firsts are always the most confusing and presumptuous feeling making events in our lives.



We intend to feel a certain way and don't

We are expected to feel a certain way and can't

We try to feel what we are showing but

... We fall flat

And virtually it all comes down to that one simple human fear that dictates our lives, causes and has caused so much hate, creates disagreements, ends relationships, and stops us from living....

The fear of the unknown. And the fear that what ever might could or will happen will hurt us.

We're so scared on these days of lasts and firsts and we forget to enjoy them.

Without further adieu, ladies and gentlemen.... Enjoy these days.

Survey Says...

I used to love watching game shows: Uh oh, Who wants to be a millionaire?, Lingo, Family Feud, Newlyweds etc.

But really all those people that go onto game shows, does that really effect the rest of their lives as much as they think it will? I believe that people who use oppourtunity without throwing it away could bring about some impact. But what does 8000$ from wheel of fortune get you? Even if you spent it on a collage degree, if you had really wanted to go to collage you would have found a way. Say you got a loan, well really once you paid that back those 8000$ was just in the long line of the hundreds of thousands of dollars you'll spend the rest of your life. And this is no anrachy fight against consummerism and the matieralistic nature of our society. It is just the importance some people put into studying random trivia or reading words from the dictionary just to win those 8000 dollars. Is the time you waste worth it?

And maybe it is depending how much you value your fifteen minutes of fame.

But I guess in the long run if going on a gameshow for one hour makes you happy for even six months then I guess every second is worth it.

Anything that makes you truly happy or excited is never wasted time.